Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Pure Curiosity

Wednesday, January 18, 2006
1:03:21 AM

I don’t understand why sometimes it’s such a drag for people to believe that a question may be asked out of pure curiosity and not out of any emotional inclinations… For an instance, I never got it out of my childhood crush the reason as to why he ditched me… I never got any answers that I can call remotely decent… and my pure, sacred curiosity remains duly insatiable for just a simple answer… The very act of asking falsely implies that “Why did you have to ditch me? I mean why me…am I not good enough?”…How can I explain I don’t mean any of that… I am not even hurt that he ditched me… why is it so hard to believe that I can be interested in psychoanalysis and not accusing the poor guy who was saved by leaving me? I am just plain curious as to what exactly made him make this lovely decision of leaving me? I mean, it could be me or anybody else, doesn’t matter who… It’s not personal; it’s curiosity!

Let me try again: What makes a person decide not to be in a relationship? It’s pretty obvious, but I just want to know what made him think of ending this relationship and not why me…damn! I am bad at convincing…

Last try: I just happen to be the author of the futuristic best-selling, self-improvement books “100 reasons why men ditch women” and “The Philanderers Guide to Ditching”… You can be frank and straightforward you know…

Will I ever get an answer???

7 comments:

Delphic Oracle said...

i dont know why i saved "Members Only" in comments settings....but i guess i have fixed the problem now....

Anonymous said...

maybe because you are eccentric,maybe thats the reason you got ditched. eccentric people usually get ditched.learn to control yourself or end up with a low life with no other choice but you.

if you feel you command a better choice, then behave properly. you seem to be a very pretentious nut anyway.behave like your true self and so much the better your chances of not getting ditched again!

however if you are like what you are naturally then i am sorry, every body has a role in life and you get to be .....

But i doubt it, i feel you are one confused individual who at the begining of college decided to "act" in a certain weird way to attract or repulse people.well its definitely worked, you have proved yourself to be a strange character.why you did so only you know! maybe because of various insecurities (thats the distinct impression we get anyway) .

well is it so hard to imagine why you got ditched? who would'nt dump a person like you ?

but i sincerely wish that you are actually very different to what you potray yourself to be and one fine day you shall actually start behaving naturally and be a more likable character.

The Absolutist said...

whoa! anonymous, you seem to know a lot abt her it seems...hmmm... fishy... wonder why she hasnt retaliated...hmmm...

Delphic Oracle said...

may be I am possessed....

Delphic Oracle said...

anonymous, I would like to know ur name....it's true that u get ditched when u r eccentric....but relax, i never got ditched ever since....and the guy who ditched me, is a pretty great friend of mine these days...and what can I say, I am still eccentric

rajiv said...

actaully.. eccentric ppl are more fun and spontaneous;) anyway they add lotsa colour to this world :)

oh and the above explantion i gave ,(insecurity, nutty etc etc..) bunk it, its purely based on your "indians" blog :p - i thought your blog was pretty cheeky but i see where it comes from- fair enough, i understand your view point.

well what can i say, let the madness continue! ;);)


no hard feelings, you started it buster:)

rajiv said...

ohwww poor thing! dont get mad :) lolz