Monday, November 28, 2005

The Non-Conformist

Monday, November 28, 2005
9:33:01 PM

Is it so bad that I fool around so much…may be bug a little…or even accidentally throw away in the process of taking away somebody’s much protected, longed, last chunk of chocolate bar??? Would the world be happier if I turned sane overnight? I would rather be sane than see my insanity ruined by extremely misjudged thoughts and words. What can I do if I can’t behave like all girls do (i.e. never bother anyone…rehearse calculated, controlled, beautiful smiles and perform just that in front of others…never act like a clown) and can’t think twice before asking something from somebody? Would everybody find peace if I never say ‘hi’ to Jerry?

Then so be it…it’s just that I would find myself immersed in so much boredom, that no amount of stimulation would compensate…but then:

Let the world never see me blabbering any non-sense ever again. Hey, will that make me pleasant and great to be simply tolerated? Ooh, am I curious to see myself with an altered self! So, let them be undisturbed until it is time for me to absolutely have nothing to do with anybody whatsoever…

Mute…

Amen…

5 comments:

The Absolutist said...

everything is so very fine, all the blabbering and insanity and mindless nuisance...change is neither required nor wanted.
If you can just keep one request, dont run off, stay.....till you get an answer atleast...

Delphic Oracle said...

why do u always forget to put a space between "at" and "least"?

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